Monday, March 5, 2012

mini roadtrip!


we were in hueco tanks for so long, we needed to take a break.  bouldering is hard, and the body needs to recover.  so what did we do?  roadtrip .. while on a roadtrip?  exactly!

side note:  i might even call this "Walmart Roadtrip!"  each night, we stayed in a new walmart.  the best part was renting redbox movies!  we'd pull in for the night.  we'd go into walmart to wash up and get ready for bed.  on our way out, we'd get a redbox movie, and watch it in Nessa.  in the morning, before we leave for our outing, we return the movie and head out!  three nights in a row :)  it couldnt have worked out any better - it was so fun!

stop 1:  carlsbad caverns.
huuuuuuge caverns!  holy amazing!  sadly, the pictures do not do it justice (but i'll try to pick some good ones).  these caverns are a must-see if you are ever in the area.

you walk 1+ miles down into the Natural Entrace.  it is nicely paved now, but you can see how the cavern floor used to be - very unstable, huge boulders, steep drops.  i'm not sure how the founder of the place survived his discovery with just a candle!  once at the bottom, you are in the Big Room where you can walk another 1+ miles and tour the room.  the formations within the entire cavern are indescribable.  how the stactites and stalagmites form, how the ribbons form, how the boulders got there, how the water carved out the entire cavern itself, the time it took to create this place, the time it took to discover the place.  its tough to fathom it all.

moonlit mountains.

instead of wood-carved bears .. ALIENS!!

natural entrance.

paved, windy trail.

 jason's silhoutette.


huge stalagmite.

 these are called "lion's tails."


stalactites from above.

there are a few ribbons in here.


stop 2:  roswell
we toured around the small town in just a few hours.  we stopped in a few gift shops, and we walked through the International UFO Museum.  the exhibits recount the history of the UFO crash in Roswell and how the witness stories corroborate each other - from townpeople to military officers, how multiple military personnel saw a "survivor" among the bodies, and how the government covered up the incident with a weather balloon story (oh, please).  it was really neat, and of course, a little creepy.  i've been afraid of aliens my entire life!  i believe.

UFO mcdonald's!

at the visitor's center of Roswell ;)


International UFO Museum .. creeeepy..


 a gift shop.


stop 3:  white sands national park
vast sand dunes of soft white sand.  its hard to believe this is the same mineral that creates the huge boulders at the bottom of the cavern - gypsum.  fascinating!



white sand.


 this plant's roots are what holds this glob of sand together.

looks like snow, but its white sand.


three separate jumps, but the series of photos looks good doesnt it!



rules of texas


hueco tanks.  the cover of the guidebook says, "..bouldering mecca of the United States."  ha, cant argue with that!  we were there for about a month or so - a lot longer than planned, but it was good.  the weather was so sunny and dry!  why would we go anywhere else?

it can be a little complicated to climb here.  rules, rules, rules - the state park is really on lockdown.  but after you've done it once, its no big deal at all.

a few quick tips:
1.  make climbing reservations, or plan to get up early to get in line at the gate.  you can make reservations up to 3 months in advance.  if you dont get climbing reservations, try to stay in the state park.  the daily, open slots go to the campers IN the park first.
2.  if you plan to stay a little while, especially with more than just one person, consider getting the state park pass for $70 (it covers everyone in the vehicle).  otherwise, its $5/person every day you want to climb.
3.  there are a few mountains in the park:  north, west, east, and east spur.  only north mountain is self-guided.  the other mountains are guided-tours only.  you can sign up for volunteer tours through the state park, but the volunteer guides dont always show up.  i think you can sign up for these tours when you call for your climbing reservations.  or there are commercial tours for $20 a person (ridiculous!) or something like that.  i recommend getting on a tours just so that you can see other mountains and other climbs.
4.  camping in the state park is $12 per site for water only.  the Rock Ranch is $7 per night per person (unless you pay by the week or month).  depending on how many people are in your party, staying in the state park could be more cost-efficient.  and the bathrooms are pretty nice ;)
5.  saved the best for last - vista mercado and el pasito!  you have to visit these places!  they are the first businesses on Montana Ave when leaving the park and heading into El Paso.  the Vista Mercado is a small supermarket.  their baked goods are amazzzzzzing!  and only $0.50 for most!  soooooo good!!  El Pasito is next door (down the side road).  it looks like a convenience store from the outside, but once you go inside and head left .. its a little food establishment.  yummy burritos for $2.60!  also soooooo good!

(there is a lot more beta i can offer on the place.  if you want to know something, just ask!)

now, usually i go into the climbing, camping, the hike - blah blah blah.  this time around, there is one thing that really sticks out in my mind from my stay in Hueco:  my attitude.  sadly, it was bad.

most times, i try to be optimistic and think positively.  i try to see the bright side in all my attempts at anything.
- every attempt i make at any move, it is teaching me something and i am getting stronger.
- my focus should be to have fun and enjoy the movement - and the moment.
- if someone around me is being or saying something negative, i try to point out something positive for them.
i know that positive energy is a powerful thing.

however, after just a few sessions of Hueco climbing, the beat down that i was feeling was really taking its toll.  my attitude was absolutely horrible.  i kept thinking stuff to myself, like:
- "ive been bouldering for 8 weeks in TN.  i shouldnt struggle so much."
- "these climbs are so hard."  for some reason, i thought Hueco was easier..?
- "i should at least be able to warm up."
- and the worst, i was even ready to leave.  wah wah wahhhhhh.  it was pathetic.
and that was the last straw.  i was not going to leave.  i would not allow myself to feel like this anymore.

fortunately, it didnt take long for me to realize my bad attitude.  it was DOING something about it - that was the hard part.  it certainly took a lot to change things around - a lot of effort, a lot of time.  i focused on forcing myself to think positively.  sunshine!  warm, dry weather!  making new friends!  smiling and laughing and overall enjoying myself.  i also worked on resetting my expectations.  i just accepted the fact that some of the so-called "moderate, warm up" climbs would be hard for me - and they really, really were.  and i would be ok with that.

and somehow, things turned around - it worked!  slowly, but surely my attitude improved.. and along with it, my climbing improved!  fascinating how the two go hand-in-hand!  i felt better and i was climbing better :)

a few things played into this improvement:
- i made that conscious effort not to allow my negativity to get the best of me.
- i'm certain that a visit with the good ole bouldering crew from Sportrock had a huge part in lifting my spirits!  :)  having great company can be such a positive influence!
- and i saw for myself what a bad attitude can do to other people - what it does to the person feeling bad, and also to the friends surrounding that person.  i watched as one particular climber was very down on himself.  i guess in the past he was climbing stronger than he is now.  however, he is STILL climbing really strong!  sadly, he does not see this.  he would get on something at his limit, and work the moves.  but in the end, he would just be frustrated - and it was written all over his face and his mere presence.  i could tell that his friends werent really sure how to approach him and handle the situation.  what a mess.  climbing should be fun!  a climber should enjoy what they are doing!  (in fact, everyone should always enjoy what they are doing - whatever it is!  and if you dont, maybe you should do something else?)  now, i dont know what would solve this particular climber's issues.  however, i really do think that if he were more aware of his attitude - and how it not only affects himself and hinders his performance, but how it affects his friends around him.. i think he would try lessen the pressure that he puts on himself.  he might feel happier in the simple fun of just climbing, and it would also avoid putting his friends in an unnecessarily tough situation.  watching this from the outside allowed me to see what can happen if you let a bad attitude continue - and i dont want that to happen to me.

in the end, i did climb pretty well for myself and i am satisfied with my visit.  :)  however, as i said before, what stands out are the attitude issues that i needed to address - try to be positive, sometimes happiness may take some effort.  i learned that in order to feel good, i need to see the good in everything i do :)  i just hope that i can remember this when the negativity comes around again.. as it always does.  its just the cyclical nature of everything.  ;)

see the hueco tank of water to the left of the tree?

its not the big spikes that will get you.  its the little spikes that you have to pick out for the next hour.

"hueco'd" warm up wall.

"hueco'd" terrain moving from climb to climb.

for those non-climber readers, this is bouldering:  attempt 1..

not quite making it.

look at the holds.. same beta?  something new?

attempt "x" (this was jason's second try)..

still dont make it!  but he will try again (and maybe again and again) - and he eventually sends!

well-padded!  look at all the crash pads!